VICTORIA'S VICTORY

Thx god

Thx all my fds

Thx the agent

Thx the company

Thx everything now i have

its a heartbreak

new ielts result has released as 7.5,8,6,8 which means i have to pay my full attention to my poor spelling and gramar

this told me my fortune does depend on the examiners, if they r unhappy,they can give me a 6 but if they r in gud mood,they mark me a band 8..

but anyway, my aim is not longer fours 7s, now i aim at four 8s, i will make ppl convinced that i am absolutely able to make it.

and dont worry for me.

 

i will rmb this the 1st of the November,lunar calender the 4th of the October, i will go home and greet u after i settle down myself, dont worry for me, i am alryt, i just miss u a lot a lot a lot

 

i hae been thinking if human being is individual and unrelated without any emotions, it could be probably a gud thing. if ppl treat others just as strangers, and if there is no love, will there still be so much pain????????????????

 

pls try to forgive me if i m trying o be cool to u, coz i dont want u to miss me

its ridiculous

my ielts result has come out like 7,7,6.5,6

i felt i did best in speaking but the marks comes the lowest

4 yrs ago my speaking was marked 6

2day still 6

i did make progress

maybe they r just too strict

i feel like a loser,shame......

i duno wat to do now

i know i cant be beaten by the failure

losing heart now

n feel a lil bit desperated

i really feel life become boring without challenges.

people are always stick to change

but i m eager,keen n ready for any changes in  my life

i have taken the ielts exam which i didnt have any feelings at all

n i m waiting for my ielts results n my final exam results

then i gonna apply PR find a job n settle down

n the most important thing is to fire the stupid boss

then i gonna book RTA test n get my provisional licence

a lot of things need to be done

but the waiting period is so boring

this gonna be the greyest days in my life i think

i want to read a book,go for a journey n start again

this is the first time i miss the feelings being a student

n hope time can go faster

winter is coming

this is the season to sitting around the table having hotpot

this is the season to have the final exams

got my hair dyed in cooper color

need to refresh myself

want some change, like being office look....

duno..

maybe after exam i will surprise my fds...

hahahahaha

(some more tamaki)